April 17, 2019.
Once again,we witnessed death.
It never came to our mind,that we would lose another beloved person in our family in less than a year after dads gone.I was confused even more.I didnt know what to feel.I cant stop questioning myself,why is this happening?I was trying to understand,WHY?but I know its impossible to understand.hard even more to accept his death.hes still so young.I was thinking why did God put this hard test on our family.did God knows the grief we gonna feel and face.I was thinking again,maybe God didnt know what Hes doing.did God think before He takes away someone we love?
I know I was so wrong,God.for questioning You.I was angry.forgive me,God.I feel like God is so close to our family.and I am so scared.I feel like the angel of death is just around the corner.watching us.I am not afraid of dying.but I am afraid of losing peoples that I love.I am not that strong,oh God.please forgive my sins,my thoughts against You,my words and all.forgive me,God.please have mercy on us.
Please forgive my little brother,Kurt Russell J.Ampang.please forgive all his sins.please take him to Your side.hes so small and young.he doesnt know.hes a kid.he needs You.please guide him to Your way,oh God.show him the light to Your path.I am so sorry God.please forgive me.forgive us.and please have mercy on us.
