Bapa kami yang ada di syurga

On my way to work, I sang this song. My sisters used to sing this song to dad when he just lay there in bed. And I cried. I have really lost dad.

I remember the time when I hold his hands from taking off the tube from his nose. He wanted to take off the oxygen mask as well. I didnt realize, that his mouth is already dried and there was dry blood everywhere in his mouth. It was heartbreaking. I know he was in pain, but I blamed myself for causing that too. He tried telling us. But no ones paying attention. He was asking for water to drink.