Selfish

Are we not selfish enough, praying for dad to look after us from up above? Enough all the burdens we have put on him when he was still here.

I cry everytime I listen to "Just when I needed you most." I still remember his face so clear. The time when he started sick. When he was diagnosed with this stage 4 rectum cancer. That moment was the beginning of our sorrow. I can never forget everything.From his happy face, with true strength and confidence. To his surviving face. He was trying to survive. He was in indescribable pain.