I will keep every and each memories I have had with dad. No matter how worse those memories were. Its not because I cant, but I didnt want to. I rather feel the pain, rather than not remembering and feeling anything at all. I dont mind the pain I felt.
I didnt like hospital and cemetary earlier before. Years before. Well its more to I dont have any feelings towards it. I never thought that I will have to consider em as my second home later.
Now I think, if I ever wanted to find an inspiration, hospital where daddy breathe his last breath, and cemetary where hes buried will be the place I will choose to go. Im not scared of the cemetary anymore. It will be a place where I can ease my mind the most.
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